Friday, September 09, 2005
With all I am.
Metamorphosis is over. In my honest comment, I don't really feel that much about this event being over. Perhaps the stress and the tension was during the moment when the acoustic guitar gave me and Amelia problem. All in all, it was good, according to Shuz. (:
While talking to Ruiz just now, it crossed my mind that not having a mentor around seems like a good idea; you'll learn to solve the problems you encounter and you can discover your strength and weaknesses. She reminded me of an incident that happened during The Ultimate Dare Camp.
God was faithful to both Amelia and myself. We actually set our goal of standing alone, one at Front of House and one at the backstage, by end of September. But God pushed forward to this Metamorphosis. Also, I am very thankful to God for having such a sweet spirited sister, Amelia, for me to work with. Though at times I may get bad spirited, she continues to show me her sunshine smile and, to teach me in areas I am unsure of.
Was out with both Crystal and Bella after everything ended. (: Decision always lies at the split seconds to both worlds. But I'm glad I chose the right one. :D While walking home from Bella's block, it occured to me that I ought to be very thankful for having the opportuinity to go through Youth, though it can be tough, and to have the unlimited freedom any teenager would want to have.
How many times of Youth can I ever get by? Therefore, I am very happy that I'm single and I do not share the almost same mentality with the other peers that having a relationship is all that is to life., to be specific. As much as I feel _____(fill in yourself, I don't know how to describe) towards a certain thing, I came to understand the best solution. That is to let go and to let God; only He can provide me with what I don't have and can't have it. I want to be the person that walks the narrow path - the path to Life where only a few can ever find it.
maoed.]
at 1:41 AM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
